I'm finally bingeing Eylon Levy's election podcast, after changing my mind hourly for the past month about who to vote for in tomorrow's historic election. This will be my second time ever voting in Israel, but my first time in 20 years. What happens this time could mean the country's survival or not - and what this means depending on who you ask will get you an entirely different response, as is always the case in Israel.

This will not be a long read. Instead, I want to share the story of one family in an under-five-minute video I made. On Wednesday, October 7th, I will be volunteering at the site where the Nova Music Festival occurred. It is the site where hundreds of young people went to dance and celebrate peace, and where 376 were brutally slaughtered either at the festival, during their attempts to escape, or where they were hunted - hiding anywhere they could find.

"You can feel the death here," said my roommate of a few days, as we passed each other at the Nova Festival site, after each exploring it on our own for about fifteen minutes. A casual remark said without any emotion, on a beautiful sunny day at around 5pm - the time of day where you have to be careful which side you take a picture from, as one way will face the shining sun as it gets ready to set, and the other will give your shot exquisite lighting.